
heys world! wondering why i changed my fb relationship status? tell me explain. well i am attatch with jai kalai arasen s/o balakrishan. dont know who i dont give a fuck hiak hiak! so yeap. he and i are in love. i dont think i can take all the nonsense of ppl asking me for stead any longer. too many thats why i change my status. alright peeps if ure gonna try do anything to break us up. its up to you people seriously. all ive got to say is. try ure best and tell me if u suceed. good luck people. well after 5 months im getting att. so dont be a bitch to do anything. well arite peeps thats about it. shall update real soon.. tc. JAI! i love ya <3
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sup yaw! seriously its been some time since ive updated my blog. well been kinda busy lately. too much of things to do and lots of partys. hehe. well too much of fun brings me headaches. well lifes been okay i suppose. fun fun fun and more fun. but at the same time school school school and more school. but its alright i suppose. learnt to managed my time equally between family, girlfrens, boyfrens and irritants. muahahhaha. well just missing some ppl. but im not bothered anymore. hehe. well i miss nur hidayha wani binte md johan lots same goes to mahalakshmi d/o selvakumar many many. love these two bitches. there is no life without them. not forgetting my dearest evon lim(zhi bing) & lamya shirin husin(lamy). there is nothing without them. they bring happines and light to me. im missing jai kalai arasen s/o balakrishnan soo freaking much. love him. hiak hiak! well i wont be able to see him tomorrow as well but its alright im able to (: but i suppose he wont be able to see me next weekend also. i might be going malaysia for holiday. sobsob. we'll meet up soon babe. same goes to wani syg and maha syg we'll meet up soon for a drink or seesha babes. miss all you guys. suresh kumar aka om resh (naidu) i miss you asshole. muah. okay back to life. ive been having too much of a fun and ive been getting caught unnecessarily in sch. and that suck big time. skip lessons, argue, brown hair, distrubting lessons and many more. hiak hiak! awesome shit! alright peeps tc shall update real soon! (: hiak hiak!
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i guess im feeling really down. i would need someone to cheer me up. i suppose i gotta just let my mind be free now. even drinking did nt help me. i got myself drunk yesterday night with a few of my guy frens. i guess trusting you was the biggest mistake in my entire life. well i should have known that you were the same as all the other guys. u were sweet at first but now ure a fucking bastard. i dont care if u're actually reading this coz im not afraid of you fucking shit. why should i be afraid of you? common im a girl with guts. wanna try? you'll definetly regret for sure. i'll make you regret. well people if you'll need to know who im talking about feel free to ask me but to those who dont wish to he was the guy that i fell in love with. and its the worst mistake ive ever done. you've proven to me how much of trust i can have on you. you never did love me at all you only love my body! now im telling you this you cb kia. you've messed around with the wrong girl. i'll fucking hell amke you regret what you've done. get this in your fucking head!! and i mean what i said. i'll seriously fuck your life up. trusted such a cheap guy for no freaking reason. he pissed my life off. now i dont truust any single indian guys at all. i'll just need one single guy to prove to me that not all guys are the same! signing off with lots of hatred TheBaddestBitchEver(:
Labels: cant stand my face? turn around

wassap! well i know that my lifes boring now adays. not much of outing and fun in it. hehe. well cheers to my life! muahahaha. i know im in love with him. but the only thing is that my ego is stoping me from showing him my love that i have on him. i just fucking hell hate my ego. oh my fuck. idk what i can do. its just that i have such big ego until i cant let it go. well i guess if im gonna keep my ego going iwill never get him. but i know that im in love with him! its just killing me day by day. if my ego is gonna keep me away from my love than thats it. im gonna lose the one i love. hais. well if you dont know me well enough. im a person who has very big ego in her, fucking jealous bitch, hates some other bitches except for mine, dont like indian girls, wanna noe who ask me. umm there's more but just dont feel like listing them down. ask me personally. i'll tell if i want to. so yeah. i love him! my mom, dad, bro, granny, candy colours, sweetstuff, hotstuff, cutestuff, im in love with lollipops. most of all im obsess over myself! muahahahha. i love my bitches: lamya,evon,hidayah,corinne. i love them soo mush. the boys that i love: suria,omresh,karthink(my scandle),diran,jack. hahaha.alright. take care ppl.
Labels: no boyfriend no problems

HELLO:D i guess its just bordem that brings me here. hahaha. alright. yesterday went to do survey with some of the students from yishun ite. saw the guy that i didnt like but i had no choice at all. so yeah. lamya could not come so i had to go alone. hahaha. luckly ahamad came. so yeah had to partner him as i did not know anyone else. haha. but had fun. did the survey for a total of 4 blocks. well i guess that was it for yesterday. so as for today. no plans so slept till 4pm than woke up and did my stuffs watched tv for awhile and now im here blogging. hehe. i cant believe its soo damn bored. rotting at home sucks big time:D hahaha. i guess im going to ochard again tomoro. why again? because i just went to fareast with lamya evon derrick suria and myself. went to accompany suria did his shopping and derrick do his hair. oh my you people are just simply awesome shit. i love you guys. shall upload some pictures that were taken. yeah. peeps. created my twitter. hehe. so yeah shall update my blog soon. take care world.
DONT FALL FOR SOMEONE UNLESS THEY'RE WILLING TO CATCH YOU!
Labels: no regrets

hey sunshine! hahaha.. well i feel like expressing out something. so here i am blogging. hehe. I FEEL IM IN LOVE! but the sad thing is that i dont know who im in love with :( thats the sad thing. i wanna know who im in love with. i cant be having this feeling in me anymore. if there is no one im in love with i wont have this shitty feeling but i suppose i have someone that im in love with but i guess i just dont know who it is. i need to find out who it is. but i dont know how to do so. i guess the only thing for me to do is just wait and see or just stop the feeling form coming over me. i just hate that feeling. anyways okays thats all i wanted to say now its done.
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hey sunshine! muahahaha. nothing to do on this boring saturday night. effin bored! seriously damn it. okays well i could not go to zircka with evon watson today. babe im really very very sorry. some asshole was suppose to give me 60 bucks today played me out again. he is soo fucking dead. i hate him. well if you dont have the cash now you could have told me i would have arranged something else. i told you i needed the cash urgently. i would have source it out somewhere else what. dont act rich if your not cb. okay enough about this fucker. well yeah i really did want to go with evon that badly man. hais. anyway now home rotting again. sick of it already. today will be a short post as i have nothing much to say =)) till than take care. adioz <3
Don't Fall For Someone Unless They're Willing To Catch You!
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