
nanthabalan this post is fer u.. i noe its sad fer u not to have ure brother by ure side.. btu its even more sad fer me nt to have spoken or msged my boyfee fer smetime redi.. i guess we both changed.. i dun wan things to end up in the wrong waylah.. i have to sae tiz.. i dun now how u wan to takeit but im sorrie if it hurts u lah.. but i am a gurl lah.. i nid these okey.. well i dun ask fer much but when im with u i wanna be your gurlfren nt ure bestie or close fren or wad so ever.. i wanna be the gurl tat could hold hey boyfren's hand, hug hym, there are lots of things lah.. i juz wanna be the one tat u love.. i dun wan any other gurl to have u in their arms.. let me be a better gurlfren juz fer once at least.. the fact is i never ever had been trutful to any of my previous boyfriends but im being faithful,truthful, loyal, everything tat is possible fer me to do so lah juz fer u.. but is this wad i get in return??? y muz tiz happen to me?? u noe wad smiler i am actualli crying right nw but there is no one fer me.. hw sad could tiz be lah?? u gt ure godsis, ure bros, ure bestie, and everyone but me i have onli my one and onli gurlfren hidayah.. i dun trust anyone else except fer her.. i realli nid u but its soo damn freaking sad i dun have u.. i am a person whom u may seem to be smiling always but the fact is i have a fake smile.. i am actualli bleeding inside but nobody noes.. i noe u have ure courtcase on monday.. did u ever think bak tat wad is she gonna do without me?? wad will happen?? will things change?? i noe ure worried bout ure case so am i.. do u noe tat i have tot bout giving up nut i tell myself dun give up tat easily.. i dunnoe y u leave me hanging alone but it definetly hurts.. nanthabalan, i sincerly hope tat u will accept my apology fer anything wrong if i had done.. smiler im sorry!! plz fergive me.. i juz want to be the gurl tat u'll love.. i dun want any other bitch to have u.. seriously.. im scared tat i might lose u and wun get u.. i might not be worthy at all.. but if u dun love me or have anything u hate or wad about me fer example i drink i am too bitchy or wad so ever juz tell me off.. dun worri dun have to keep them to ureself juz tell me off.. i wanna noe if u realli love me or u hate me or u juz wanna have a gurlfren or wad so ever lah.. coz i realli dun wish to be another guys playdoll okey.. ive had enough in life.. after saying all these if u think i dun love u or wad.. ur soo damn WRONG.. coz all i can sae until nw is NANTHABALAN I LOVE YOU.. baby u mean everything to me.. i dunnoe bout u but i want u tat badly.. after reading this either msg me or kol me alright.. i'll be waiting fer an answer frm u :(
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