hey earthlings.. its been a few days since i last post i guess.. if u are wondering y no post? its becoz ive been busy these few days.. well went up and down to tpy.. my dearest tata we willalways love u no matter wad. we can't bear to part frm u but we have gt no choice. we dun wan to see you suffer any longer. we will all definetly love u. well ppl if u wanna noe y i went missing.. its bcoz i was staying wif my grandparents at tpy. in ure last days with us we will b there fer u no matter wad. another thing tat is bothering me is tat im nt sure if things are better fer us or gotten worse fer us lah. ppl wanna noe who us is reffering to? well nanthabalan(smiler) and rekha(me). well things are obviously going the wrng way. i dun wan to get hurt anymre lah. i used to be the bubbly and happi rekha tat everyone noes but nw i am feeling soo down and i am no longer cheerful.. i feel tat my life is black and white. i have gt no colours in my life. i wanna be the old rekha again. ooohh boy.. plz dun be lke any bustard lah.. if u wanna hurt my heart plz jus ask fer break. i dun wanna be used again or ever in my life. my life sux so much. ppl u might think im happi enjoying my life and everything but do u realli noe wads happening in my life? nope have i ever tell anyone anythink b4. nope coz i hide everything in myself. but nw i noe it hurts realli bad. well i dun wish to blame anyone anymre. its my fault. ouh ya boy.. if u realli love me tats wad u said y dun ans my kols or reply any of my msges. well i gt to sae tiz if u keep me hanging on my interest fer u will definetly fade away. im a gurl okey. and ouh ya ive gt a heart. its still alive. by the way im nt dead. i dun wish to be oso. i need love okey. well boy. u muz noe tiz iloveyou and u onli. okey im sowie fer wad i have done lah. im realli2 veri sowie. i dun wanna cry anymre. off fer nw..