
yesterdae nite nsl don koled me asking me fer hys ans well the ans is no so i said i will msg u ure reply lah. ure nt mua cup of tea lah.. so nope. i may sound busted ut i dun care lah. well sent hym the msh thn blah blah blah lah. cant be bothered. off to chit chat wif frens. well chatted wif logi and noor. okie things ended up the wrng way wif noor. seriously i lke u but im juz scared i dun wanna become another playdoll again fer u lah. im juz worried sick lah.. fucking worried i might make the wrng desicion again lah. and i dun wan tat to happen lah. i had enough so pls if u lke me try to treasure me lah. i will love u if u love me. if nt im sowie. well fucking sedih lah. thn ltr in the nite ummm siraaj koled me.. so toked to hym thn whn i was on teh phn wif hym noor koled so toked fer a few thn put dwn the phn coz he wan slp lah. so continued toking to siraaj thn suresh koled.. the gundu kol me lah. sae wan to tok to me thn slp on the phn but too bad gundu another tyme okie. well ppl u might be wondering hw many guys contacting mua ryte the ans is i myself dunnoe lah. so dun bother asking.. hahaha. okey so toked to siraaj until 3am thn put dwn the phn aft tat i slept. damn tired redi. no tyme to msg anyone oso. heh. okie thn woke up todae at 9+ in the morning thn did mua stuffs thn go shop and make breakfast fer fly lah. aft tat cme hme dress up thn went to mit fren to pass smetink lah. thn cme hme soo nw off to doing nth again.. heh boring lah stay hme buey tahan lor.. hahaha.. kk off fer nw.. tc world
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hey beatiful world. okie im in a good mood todae. well its becoz of HYM. dun wish to tell u all fer nw. juz hoping things will go well.
Saturdae
okie so last nyte he and his frens went out drinking. ksiow siak. kol me soo many tymes. thn his frens snatch the phn away frm hym thn make fren wif me lah. so they all drunk dunnoe wad they tok oso. hahah. so his frens ask hym can have her number or nt. he oso dunnoe wad he do thn shout out my number siak. idoit lah. okie so they make fren thn they sae okey go ure syg wan to tok to u. i was lke huh?? syg sey?? haha. so toked to hym fer awile but i noe redi he sooru sebok siak. haha but was fun. thn he say he go hme will kol me. yeah he went hme kol me but i was watching movie so he sae aft movie kol hym bak we will slp on the phn. i sae okie lah. sure i will kol u thn u kol me bak. so aft movie i kol hym he neva ans so i noe redi lah he sooru so he sleep redi so did nt want to disturb hym. let hym sleep peacefully haha. but sedih lah no one to tok to in the nite.. haha thn i oso slp redi. thn ltr in the nite my phn rang and guess who suresh lah.. so chated wif hym fer awile thn webby wif hym. he ask me fe stead but no lah. cannot. boo so webby wif hym he keep saying my body damn hot siak. i was lke wth lah. haha anyway thkz suresh. hahahaha. so felt damn tied so slept lah. cant tahan mah.
Sundae
woke up at 6am in the morning took shower dress up got redi thn headed to cuzin sista hse lah. went fer bangle ceremony at jurong. damn tired lah muz use sari all. cannot walk properly oso wif sari haha. so aft tat we went fer city tour hahaha.. all of us in sari go fer city tour gerek pe. haha okie we went to lim chu kang cemetry rounding thn went to soo many places lah.. too many to list. thank u uncle chan we had lots of fun. haha.. okey so when i was city touring i tot of msging hym coz he koled me the morning toked fer awile thn he said okey u have fun first thn aft tat msg hym. okie so had fun so i kind of miss hym so msged hym and i ask hym if lkes any1? if there is any1 in his mind? does he have feelings fer any1? he sae no. thn i ask not any1 at all?? thn he ask me lah. so i sae gt but wonder if he lkes me bak lah. he ask who but i neva tell so i ask hym who. he sae REKHA stay woodlands nw waiting fer results. hahaha. i was lke realli ah? dun fake lah. he sae realli i managed to fix mua grills hahaha. inside joke. too bad ppl. hehe. thn i oso sae lah i lke hym frm blah blah blah.. hahaha so we bth lked each other but wonder if we would go on. i juz wan hym soo badly. hes super cute. hys voice super nice lah damn swit siak. im soo in love wif hym. he a total package. fair tall eerything lah.. aaww i want hym tat badly man.. i juz hpe i can have hym plz2. syg i do lup u and i want u. i miss u sey. ppl we aint going on yet.. okie. get this in ure head. we arfe nt attach yet. so yeah tats bout it. P.S: i want u syg
so tc world off fer nw : ) loves rekha
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Tiz post is specially fer my dearest nur hidayah wani binte md johan. babe i mish u soo fucking much lah. dun worri u guys will definetly last long. juz have to trust each other gal. no worries okey. i'll be there fer u if u nid me. i can always help u. ure shifting soon and im gonna mish u lke hell lah. we muz go same skl okey thn we wun mish each other. ouh ya no matter even if i gt guy u will be my first piority no matter wad. i love u babe. i'll be there fer u if u nid me. juz kol me i'll be there fer u syg.. love her lots..
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okie went out shopping wif cuzin bro so we did our plannings.. ouh yesh hes gonna intro me thiz swedish guy.. OMG so cool.. he has blue eyes blonde hair ans 8 packs nt 6.. woo. cant wait to mit hym lah. im soo fucking glad to have u as mua cuzzin bro. haha thank you.. so yeah on the 20 dec goin out wif cuziin bro and frenz.. heading to the pubs.. woo. well 12 dec zouk out babey... i sure gonna have lots of fun confirm wan.. wee cant wait man.. hahahaha. fucking excited lah.. okie well juz gonna have fun ya.. enjoy till we cant anymre.. i live my life.. i soo hate my bro.. hes gt a fucked up attitude.. hys attitude suck to the core.. so does he.. i fuck csre lah.. cant be bothered redi lah.. i juz feel lke running away frm hme smetyme coz my mum keeps nagging at me. so wad about the guys i tok to. i noe wad the fuck i am doin lah. u dun have to interfer in mua life lah.. i live my life nt u. so stay out of mua life. everytyme repeat the same fucking think lah.. u tink i wad 6 yrs old ah. sowie lah i am 16 lah.. soo plz i need mua freedom lah. i cant stand staying hme anymre. so if u dun c me at hme u noe who to blame ryte. well its all ure fault.. not mine. well cant stand anyone at redi lah. the onli reason y i am at hme is bcoz of daddy. wifout me he cant sleep lah. im hys baby pwincess. belongs to daddy onli. wan me got to go through hym. well mum if u tink the guys i am mixing wif is anjax ure fucking wrng lah.. its mua frens i gt to choose who i wanna be wif nt u. well ppl i love u..
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hey beatiful world.. its been a few daes redi since i last post.. well babe i gt to tell u tiz u guys look cute together.. perfect match dear. hahaha okie well things between me and mum are still nt tat okey lah.. i dun wish to elabrate mre bout it. ouh ya mr ramsharan thank u lah fucker.. bite thn go lah.. nabey. mum saw the bite on my neck bt fuck he is nt even myguy siak. and mum tinks i am att to hym or wad.. but sowie ure nt my cup of tea. u cant make it lah.. if u tink i am a busted thnits soo true lah.. iskandar even u are nt my cup of tea. my expectations are higher thn anythink else. u dun even have the looks thn wad u expect me to do. go on wif u hahaha.. neva man.. omg hes soo swit.. i wun tell u all who nw but wait still in the process of fixing grill.. hehe inside joke.. boo. ouh well he's voice is super cute lah.. ouh yea he wan buy fer me elmo.. yeay!! he is fucking adorable and oh soo loving caring all in one lah.. okie tats bout it.. off fer nw ppl..
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well todae sucked big tyme. well woke up in the morning thn went fer interview near my hse. it wasokey i hope i can get tiz job lah. well went to mit ramsharan but i was suppose to go wif hym fer interview at cityhall but i was thinking twice lah. mit hym thn he wen off half way. if tiz hurt u its too bad. ure so nt my cup of tea lah. well aft tat koled hidayah syg c if she free to mit me but she busy so its okey. headed hme frm chinese garden. reached hme thn mum had long face she ask me if i go interview at cityhall so i said no lah. thn she fucke me up. so went to do my own things did nt give a damn to her at all. thn in the evening i went to watch movie in the hall lah. chee bye if u nt happi thn i dun give a fuck lah. u tink wad i care soo much ah. nahbeh dun piss me off lah. she started wif her rubbish again. for her every guy i tok or msg or go out wif is my boyfriend. for haven sake grow lah bitch. i dun care if u read my blog or so wad. i aint bothered. well if u tink everyguy is my boyfriend so be it lah. kanninah to let u all noe i am now single and dun have any boyfriend. if u think tat i cant survive wif out one guy ure fucking wrng lah.. noe me well ppl. i so hate my fucking life. it sucks big tyme. no fucking freedom at all. i can tok to guys go out wif guys msg guys chat wif guys. nth at all. for all she noes is tat if i sae friend she thinks tat it will end up lke fucking raj kamal's case. and fer haven sake ive been through shit and i wun put myself through it ever again. ouh ya if u tink tat i will get pregnant and be walking arnd wif a big tummy ure soo fucking wrng lah. i nid a life lah if u sae everything cannt do ah thn im sorie to sae tiz lah i will definetly nt stay here any longer lah. i realli feel lke running away frm hme sey. i soo hate my life. it sucks big tyme. okey enough of tiz story..
ouh ya paala im realli veri sowie but i guess u shld be mre sowie lah. u are the one who ask fer break wad. nw u dun cme and tell me u play2 oni lah. i wun believe lah. i will neva trust any1 lah. well im sowie bout yesterdae if i had hurt u. i dun wish to hurt any1 but ive been hurt tats y. ouh ya i fergt to tell u all i wun patch bak wif any of my exes lah. i move on wif life. i realli dun wish to patch bk lah. sowie lah. if u tink im a bitch so be it i cant be bothered. well if u realli love me ryte u wun ask me fer break in the first place lah. its nt tat u love me its juz tat u wan have pleasure wad. i aint a PLAYDOLL okey boys. get tat in ure fucking heads.
try me ure trying the wrng gal lah. if u tink i am those innocent ones ure wrng. i aint those goodie2shoes lah. well i have no mood lah sowie to the ppl whom i have hurt todae. well juz leave me alone. i nid sme tyme alone. i juz wonder sme tymes why my life sucks soo much lah. cant even do anythink i wan. i juz wanna be free. well world gtg.. update soon :(
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hello beautiful world. i have to sae tiz darl. bitch im soo happi fer u darl.. its wat u wanted and u have gotten it.. gal treasure hym all u can hys ures and ure hys lah.. dun waste thiz change kie babe.. well wani i'll be there if u nid me yeah. anything u can kol me or msg me ya babe. if u cant get through my hp theres always y hse u can kol darl. well u did make me jealoua gal well i feel soo left out lah.. nw im the onli one without a guy and tat sux.. all u gals have ure boyfees.. well its okey.. ive had enough in life so i dun worri lah.. but its sad tat im the onli one tat is single and available.. hey gals ive got smething to let u all noe if u are wondering y the fuck she cant be wif one guy the reason is they arent ment fer me lah.. well tats bout it.. dun wanna futher any mre bout this topic.. ouh yeah suppose to go out todae but plans canceled. well so staying hme and watchin movie. hehe nice movie siak.. wellokey shall update soon ya.. tc :)
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hey world.. well rodae sucked alot.. especially becoz my hp pp8 low siak. i gt no life without a phn.. hey ppl thoses who msged me im realli2 veri sowie yeah.. my pp8 low lah.. im sosowie i could nt eply ure msges ya.. i'll top up my phn and msg u guys asap okey.. i promise you all. well went to atta hse thn spent tyme wif them and cuzin bro.. well nth much happen but yeah tiz cute little 6 year old gal can realli scale up the playground lke a monkey sey.. but she is super duper cute sey.. tat was the best thing soo far.. hehe too tired to update.. off fer nw world..
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ouh well stayed up late till last nite until 4 am.. thn fell aslp halfway msging.. hehe damn tired siak.. chat wif 6 guyz at one go.. haha.. bitch u noe i will playsafe wan.. haha. well aft tat woke up at bout 9 todae.. mum cme shouting lke tarzan again as usual i dun nid a rooster or alarm clock to wakr me up in the morning whereas i have my mummy to cme shouting to wake us up.. heh. well woke up went to shp bought news paper and bread again heh.. thn started to find fer job so went online lah.. so chatting nw wif 4 diff ones.. heh. well i may sound a bitch but too bad tats soo me lah. i aint the shit tat u used to noe. im me. no one can fake my identity bitch. try and see u'll regret fer ureself lah.. heh. tats my life. well nth much todae juz going to tpy. mit marcus thn go atta hse ltr lah. well atta hse again.. fuck im definetly not gonna stay there todae man.. shit plans cock up once again. planned to ton at 832 till 4 am or so but dad at hme so cant go out of my hse at 10pm todae.. fuck sey.. haiyaa well i'll make up to u guys soon arite. ppl i mish u guys soo much lah. all the fun we had aft sch and in sch. well my dearest 4/3 ily all soo damn freaking much lah.. and mish all those shit tat we do sey.. haha.. oni we noe lah. well okey gtg bath nw. heh.. off to shower!! tc pweety world..
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hey earthlinks.. well lifes okey i guess.. going wif the flow.. enjoying life no matter wad.. and one think i can sae being single rocks.. well todae woke up kind of early.. as usual mummy cmes shouting at the door and into the room she cmes.. hahaha.. well woke up did my stuff and went to shp to buy newspaper and bread.. well cme hme read newspaper thn wanted to go fer interview lah.. but fuck its at bishan.. i soo hate tat place.. okey find supose to mit hid at 12.40 thn go fetch her sis bt change plans bk to the old one..heehee.. well met babe at admiralty at 1.30 thn saw thilaga, gayathri and vinod.. well toked to them fer awile.. they all noe i went on wif paalamurugan siak.. cheebye hw u all noe sey.. wellhw many mre noes?? i wonder.. okey aft tat went to take bus to cwp bought stuff thn met up wif jeremiah coz we wan to repierce our tounge fer the third tyme.. wee.. well pierce thn aft tat hidayah went hme thn jeremiah went to 832 so i waited at cwp fer my fren mr logi.. hahaha well waited nearly an hour so i walked around thn he koled me asking me where am i so he said he reached and he is smoking lah.. haha.. so i ask hym wad colour he using.. he sae brown.. haha.. there ws onli one indian guy there and guess wad the guy was using brown.. haha. well i sppoted hym easyily but it was hys turn to spot me. well i did nt tell hym wad colour i was using but it was obvious it was me lah.. well met hym thn walked to one pondok thn sat and toked lah. well i was suppose to fer interview but i did nt lah.. hehe so chit chat thn phn rang where are u?? but coke and cme.. so i said okey lah.. i paavam paakaran so i but and go hme.. ouh yeah i gt to sae tiz. mr logi ure super fun to tok wif and such a gr8 fren. ure a gr8 listner and a super manis guy lah.. haha fren oni ppl.. get tat into ure head.. haha FRIEND ppl.. well i had fun toking to u and getting to noe u mre.. well nice knowing u mr logi.. haha.. dun ferget to buy ice cream and eat okey.. my treat.. hahaha.. well he sent me to bus stop thn i took the bus hme and he walked to interchange to take another bus as he was going out lah.. okey so on the way hme bought coke fer mum then saw SHIT nah juz kidding saw DADDY at the lift there.. wha he question me all thn he ask where u go and cme rounding?? well i said i go interview lah.. hehe thn he sae u dun find job all u go out and roam.. hahaha.. cant be bothered anyway.. tats my character lah.. tak lian sudah.. haha. well did nth much atf tat.. so nw blogging and i have to go to bed soon.. so off fer nw earthlinks.. tc :) be happi.
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well im soo hating my life.. juz feel lke running away frm hme.. I hate my parents.. cant do tiz cant to tat.. lke in prison siol.. kanninah no life siak stay hme.. go out oso cannot use com oso make soo much fucking noise.. on the phn oso make noise msg oso make noise..macham cheebye siol.. no fucking life stay at hme.. go atta hse at least gt life siak.. feel so fucked up tats y i sae fucked up wrld and fucked up ppl.. well if tink u gt any prob its too bad ive gt my own attitude.. well fuckers ive gt my own way of living.. so i live my life.. juz fuckoff my life ppl.. i dun nid anyone in life.. ouh yeah wanisyg ily soo freaking much... thank euu soo much fer changing my blog skin.. darlink imy soo much.. lovelove. gtg tc world..
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well tiz post is fer u fucker!!! I HATE U TO THE MAX... no matter wad u do.. i aint caring anymre.. if u c me outside dun bother saying hi or even smiling u fucking smiler.. tiz is how much u made me hate u.. compare u wif all my ex u are equal.. fucking hell dun u dare sae ure different..coz fucking hell ure NOT.. get tiz in ure fucking head.. IHATEUSOOFUCKINGMUCH.. dun even try tooking or msgingme.. FUCKOFF.. i aint intrested in u anymre.. i gt no fucking tyme fer u bastard lah.. cheebye no fucking gut to ask e fer break ah.. this is hw i am suppose to find out is it.. fucker u tink wad i scared ah kanninah wrng person u playing wif lah.. i aint the swit quiet rekha lah.. no longerlah butoh.. i am who i am.. u and ure fucking bestie can go suck cock lah.. i wun bother u.. u make sure dun bother my life.. I HATE U SOO MUCH.. i wun lose my tears fer u fuckers all.. i waited lke one blady dog and tiz is wat i get ryte.. kanninah.. i shld nt have pity u and fall fer ure tears.. well its the biggest mistake i did patching bak wif u.. i neva shld.. i regret sial.. wait and tiz is wad i get.. u gt tink or nt wad if i do this to u?? think and c!!! u will noe hw fucking much i hate u ryte nw.. dun ever dream i will ever forgive u..this is hw much of shit i went through.. u are juz simply a swit talking mother fucker..
Mummy.. plz dun ever ask me bout nanthabalan aka smiler ever again.. coz u noe wad ive been going through.. i shld have neva trusted hym ma.. dun ask me if he kol msg me.. coz i will juz walk out of the hse lah.. ma im sowie.. this is bcoz hw much i fucking hell hate hym rite nw.. well mummy i love u.. and im taking ure advice.. neva trust indian guys.. they are all the same.. fucking sweet talkers and they oni want us gals fer pleasure..
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todae mummy neva wake me up early sey.. soo happi.. hahaha.. well did nt go to wrk todae coz i dun lke to do door to door sales it sux to the core.. well mummy bought papers fer me so found a job thn went fer interview wif darling brother.. soo swit of hym to follow me lah : ) haha well aft interview went to mc cafe.. my treat fer hym coz he follow me mah.. hehe.. soo good sis ryte.. hahahaha.. well aft tat took bus bk hme.. nth much juz freezed till death todae.. guess where i went fer interview?? airport.. wee.. i hope i can get tiz job. plz lah.. well saw aeroplanes.. wee lol!! haha.. okies cme bk thn had fun wif fly.. toked stuff and laughed thn nw blogging thn facebookin too.. nth much to do.. wad a dae. damn fucking cold sey... well i have to sae tiz being SINGLE rockz!!! i neva lie.. im nt going in a relation until i find the ryte one and yeah bastard msg all u wan i fucxk care redi lah.. i moved on.. go bitch bout me i aint bothered.. i cant give a damn.. ouh ya euu fucker.. pass my numbers arnd the mre famous i becme.. i noe my limits.. too bad.. i love my singlehood!!! wee can flirt wif anyone i wan.. no one to control.. no matter if anyone ask me to msg u fucktard or kol u i aint doing so.. let things juz end this way fer us.. im happi living my life.. cos i dun owe u a living lah..off to do other stuff nw.. tc world : )
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well todae actualli realli sucked alot.. well my bitch came over to my place and we had loads of fun.. well i love nur hidayah wani binte md johan to the max.. she is the best sister ever.. well things were gr8 fer us.. went to mac to bought ice cream thn headed over to next shop to buy food fer us to eat as we were hungry and thn bought chips and stuff.. headed bk to my place.. chat chat chat.. thn decide to webby wif sme ppl.. ehehe.. changed of plans.. prank koled sme ppl.. actualli nt realli kol but msged.. tats were it started to hurt me..as i msg nanthabalan aka smiler through wani's phn and tot of making fren lah.. kanninah he lian siol.. fuck lah.. u noe hw tat hurts.. i wanted to cry but had to control my tears.. so msg2 thn ask if he was att? fucker sae he was but he and hys gal nt in good shape so he loose contact lah.. lke fuck lah.. kanninah i msg u i kol u u dun lian me but lian other ppl sey.. fuck lah.. all i can sae is fuck off my life lah nahbeh.. i juz fucking hate you soo much.. i waited soo fucking long and tiz is wad i get lah.. thkz lah.. another one fucker tats y i sae all in one day.. well juz went on wif hym.. ppl i told u all tat i went on wif one guy ryte.. he is paalamurugan aka speaker boi.. he is such a kannianh cheebye lah.. fer wad fuck did u even go on wif me in the first place if u think i fat ugly and wad so ever lah.. to tell u sme think lah ure juz as ugly as anyone else can be.. i dun give a damn lah.. ive gt black heart so fuck off.. idun nid u in my life and ouh ya i neva nid a guy soo badly.. if u think i am a goodie2shoes ure fucking wrng.. i aint one.. and ya stop passing my number lah chee bye.. i hate u so u dun have to do tiz any longer.. so if u mr wad?? paalamurugan tink i care so much bout u it was all fake lah.. i juz pretended to do so.. if u tink u can swit talk rite well i can too.. fucker ure juz trying thr wrng bitch lah.. tried ure luck and u gt it lah.. still can have the cheek to ask if wan to make love ah kanninah!! u think wad gals soo cheap ah fer u all.. fuck lah.. well to let u noe i am nt tat easy to get lah fuck.. who the fuck is msl romeo or wad i dun give a damn.. i aint bothered bout anyone.. so fuck off my life assholes.. FYI: ALL GUYS ARE THE SAME!!! NO BIG DIFFERENCE IN U ALL AT ALL.. no matter hw innocent or hw little ex u have u are bustard.. once bastard always one.. tat will neva change.. i aint the quiet lil bitch tat u used to noe!! this spoiled my whole damn fucking dae lah.. well ive gt nth to do wif any of euu fuckers b4.. juz fuck off my life..
babe i msged jeremiah alreadi thn he sae okie fri set.. yeah 3rd tyme piercing.. woohoo. i wan pierce my ears oso.. wanisyg iloveyou dear.. thank you soo much fer being there fer me whn i needed you gal.. i will alwayz be there feru too darl.. i had a blast wif u todae.. kekek siak we.. laugh lke crazy bitches. hahaha.. babe imissu.. wani rekha syg u lah.. haha.. well i'll be starting wrk alreadi tomoro ppl.. haiyaa soo tiring.. boo anyway i have to wrk if i wan money.. hehe.. so tc world
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hey world.. bordem strikes once again.. hahaha.. nth to do sey.. mummy and bro all go out redi sey.. wah leave me all alone sey.. wtf.. well went on9 saw hym on9 thn he chat ask my if wanna mit i sae okey lah but end up dunnoe if mitting or nt.. haiya.. boring sey stay hme.. kanninah nth to do lah.. decided to mit up with darlink wani but her phn flat i guess so i juz msg her lah.. well wad a boring dae.. thinking of going to tpy.. but i wan mit hym.. haiyaa.. im juz scared ill be used again.. i jus hate being used.. i aint a playdoll lah.. well all guys are the same.. no difference.. no matter hw much u try to be good u can neva be.. all guys wan us gals fer one damn fuckiing reason.. and is to have sex wif us.. no difference lah.. same same same.. well im nt tat easy to get.. so try all u wan.. ive been in deep shit many tymes.. so im strong nw.. i cant be bothered bout any of u guys anymre.. u juz wan us fer pleasure lah.. sae oni serious but fuck lah i tell u.. okey lah 10 ex means wad playgal ah.. sowie lah its juz tat u could nt make it to our future lah.. no one fucker has the expectation of wad im looking fre.. so well if u wanna noe smethink im nt who u tink i am.. well enough of these stupid fucktards.. yeah wanilove reply my msg.. hehe.. i love u lah babe..
woke up at 5.30pm thn took my shower started to change and gt readi fer training.. haha.. left hse at 7pm thn went adm took photograph at the shp thn went to mit mimispadez.. haha well we aited fer kok to cme but he did nt cme so hys assistant cme brief us and stuff.. told us hw we were to promote singtel mio tv, mio broadband and blahblah.. okies cme bak aft tat.. tot of mittin bf but i fergot daddy is off todae.. so could nt.. well am nw hme. hpe i dun have to start wrk tomoro lah.. plz let me start on sun.. i wan go out wif bby tomoro.. syg i wan go watch movie da.. plzplzplz.. okies bf ask me buy hym psp sey.. omg hw am i suppose to sey.. im nt earning so much lah.. haiyaa. bby no promises but i'll try buy fer u okie syg.. well i miss bby so much lah.. okie smething happen tat i almost cried but i have to control my tears.. mummy asked me if smiler gt kol or msg me i told her nope as she noes lah we are nt in contact nw.. but she ask me if i miss smiler? the ans is actualli yesh but i cant let her noe.. my tears were going to fall but i had to control them.. i do nt want to hurt myself any further.. she will get mad at hym if she noes i miss hym soo much.. i dun wan things to go bad fer us as it alreadi suxs to the max lah.. so u shld noe tat i still do care.. but nw i wan my bby wif me sey.. ouh yeah bby told me tat jason wants hym to go on wif me.. but since whn did he bother bout me soo much lah.. haha.. sygku i love euu!!! i juz feel lke getting drunk so i dun have to worrie bout any shit..Labels: worried sick
ive had enough of euu.. i juz wanna be the happi me again.. i waited long enough.. i can't any longer.. i dun wish t be be a fool lah.. ive told my mum tat there is nth between the two of us anymre.. i dun wish to wait any longer and all care is ure stupid fucking BESTIE.. i dun give a fuck lah.. aye i tell u tiz lah.. im nt a bitch lke her lah.. u can neva compare the both of us together.. she is ure fucking bestie but i was ure gal.. who had mre love?? u answer tiz lah.. u dun have to tell me the ans juz think fer urself u will definetly relize ure mistakes.. u said u loved me okey fine i patch bak wif u but tiz is hw much u love me huh?? thkz lah.. but i have to realli thank soo much fer all the tyme u were der fer me.. i am glad to have been ure gal.. if u reallin wan me bak.. prove tat u realli do love me!! i will be there if u nid me but dun mis use me.. well im moving on.. i waited and waited until i got tired of waiting anymre.. so life has to go on fer me.. well boy!! its time to move on.. no replys and no kols until nw lah.. wow trying to be stubborn thn try me man.. u can't bit me.. playing around with the bitch.. hey enough of u lah.. the mre i dun think of u the mre u run in my mind.. ive moved on.. wani syg i'll let u c hym soon okeys.. the new one.. haha syg i love u.. dun worri dear ure bro will always love u da.. but he juz wants to be wif mummy da.. let hym be happi da. i will be there if u nid me.. syg.. i miss u lah.. hehe.. i wanna watch kandean khadalai.. bby bring me.. yeah.. im nt telling who tiz bby is.. haha no one noes.. will let u guys noe soon.. till thn tc till i update soon ppl.. Labels: moved on

ive been crying inside and no body noes.. ive been hurt soo many times but no body cares.. ive been bleeding but hes nt there.. i wonder y?? wad have i done wrng to you??? wad did i nt do fer you??? wad is it tat i dun have??? why no reply??? why no ans??? why all these have to happen to me??? whywhywhy?????? i juz hate having my life tiz way.. im fed up of life.. i needed u but ure nt there.. i juz wonder smetimes.. well my mum ask me if things were okey with us??? i had to sae no coz ive nt been myself lately.. hys the reason to blame.. no happiness.. jus fake smile alwayz.. its been weeks since we last met.. days since we last toked.. but u replyed one fucking msg saying tat u were drunk.. u dun drink but y suddenly bdae special lah kettanah?? okey fine but i dun get any reply frm u at all.. it hurts being tiz way.. i can never ever survive any situations lke tiz any longer.. tat is why ive gt my replacement.. but to tell u the fact no one can ever be lke u.. i juz simply love u lah.. the guy tat broke my heart is nanthabalan aka smiler.. i still want u and i will be waiting fer ure kol or msg.. coz i realli love u.. i alreadi have a stone heart as u all noe ive gt many ex and ive been hurt lke hell before.. so dun tink u can easily play around wif my life.. gals dun ever trust any guy.. all guys are fucktarts.. sweet talkers.. kanninah chee bye.. son of a bitch.. morons.. assholes.. i juz hate being their playdoll.. I AINT NO PLAYDOLL BASTARDS!!! try me u'll regret sooner or lter.. whoa i found out smetink.. shangari aka kali gal is nw going on wif raj kamal aka black devil.. hahahaha.. tok fuck bout him thn go on sey.. he is such a fucker.. go fer gals body.. nanthabalan i waited long enough and it reali hurts me.. i dunnoe wad to do but i guess its up to u if u wan me or nt.. i will nt force love.. it has to cme naturalli.. love is nt meant to be forced..ouh ya smiler! im realli2 veri sorry if i had hurt u before.. i juz wan to apologise fer wad i have done wrg to you.. all i can sae is i love u still.. Nur Hidayah Wani!!! I love u sey and i gt lots to tell ya.. Mahalakshmi I love u bitch.. ure the bitches tat i realli mish alot.. shall go out soon.. lovelove.. and ya you i love you too!!! muah
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the day started by waking up early as usual thn headed to tpy granny's place had to go and help her change tata's diapers and thn ate and left to the zoo.. well left tpy at bout 1 thn reached zoo at 2.30 sey.. muz be there by 3 lucky still gt time lah sey.. hehe well sat there and waited fer the rest to cme thn came dan.. we waited fer raagini bbt she was nt there yet so had to go find jin ling.. saw her thn she toked to the two of us fer a few thn cme raagini as she was lte.. she gt lost as it was all of our first times taking bus to the zoo.. hehehe.. well jin ling showed us hw to use the cameras thn took few snaps and toked again.. well we tot we would get our uniforms today but unfortunately we did nt : ( haha well we were nt realli tat dress fer wrk oso by the way.. ahaha.. wrng shoes wrng pants hahah well aft tat headed bk to tpy.. whoa today at tpy gt lots of HOT stuff sey!! haha.. bitch me.. ahaha well tats juz simply rekha.. - _ - haha thn bought sme stuffs thn aft tat go atta hse again.. watch the movie uninvited on my lappy.. the movie is gr8 i loved it!! nice movie to watch.. well aft tat went wif mum to tpy central to go get my pants and shoes. haha shopping at last.. im soo glad.. hehe.. okie enough out tpy and stuff.. soo sad boyfee did nt reply my msg or kol me bak.. well im juz confused lah.. i wonder if u realli love me lah.. well mum wanted to tok to hym but he did nt ans my kols oso.. soo fucked up lah.. well im nt gonna sae anytink lah.. if ure love fades so will mine.. i nid love lah.. well i dun wanna sae anymre. but it realli hurts inside : ( crying me.. well HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANTHABALAN i noe its still early but well u dun read my blog well so.. who cares.. i love u no matter wad.. juz wishing tat u will love me bak : (
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hey peeps.. if ure thinking i MIA ure nt true.. haha.. ive been staying at tpy lah.. my grandad is at a dying stage so the doctors ask us to prepare everything lah.. tats y we tot of spending sme time wif hym.. but it seems tat all us cuzins are going CRAZY!!! we gt no internet its lke we gt life at all.. all soo moody and tired and freaking angry lah.. we play music using our lappys and mac we kena scold frm our grandad he sae we making soo much noise.. haiyaa fucked up lah.. soo we decided to cme bak hme have fun instead hehehe.. well we waited almost one week redi and he is still hanging on.. wad u wan us to do sme mre.. all of us gt wrk smemre we nt vetti okey.. so mr peter sundra raja xaiver.. pls dun drag any longer lah.. ure suffering and making us see u tiz way is hurting us lah.. go fast dun drag.. hey peeps im nt bad.. haha.. well ive nt been toking to my boyfee well and im sowie if i hurt u dear.. baby i love u and i realli do tats y i ask u those questions da.. dun tell anyone okey.. syg i love u.. muah.. yesh nur hidayah ilove ya too babe.. u haave alwayz been there fer me but things have changed fer us nw sey.. pls dun let this go on.. we nid our fun tymes bak.. mahalakshmi d/o selvakumar i love u di.. ure a gr8 fren cum cuzin dear.. nanthabalan aka (smilerboi) i love u da.. if ure wondering who the fuck is this let me tell u once again he is my baby my syy my darlink my sweety my one and onli boyfee.. i love u dear.. i love my bitches and my basturds to the max.. okie updates: sasi aka sasiboi/bukitbatok playboi and paalamurugan aka paalaboi/speakerboi has feelings fer me sey haha.. well u guys tink im single but the fact is im nt.. boo : P haha well u have showed me love but i guess among the both paala is beta but too bad ive gt smiler!! hes mine and i aint sharing hym.. wanna have sme me or wanna share me??? face hym.. bitches and bastards i love u all and i miss u all lah.. muah muah muah
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