
okie well lots of things have been happening in mua life. and i am unsure of wad will happen lah. okie there are fucking lots of guys asking me fer stead but i reject soo many redi lah. i juz dunnoe y but i cant except any of euu guys lah. i onli wan hyym lah. okie its tyme fer me to tell euu who i always refer to as hym. the names md noor 18 yrs of age hys an indian muslim but fucking hot lah. well im still unsure of my feelingd fer hym and hys feelings fer me. well there are a few mre other guys tat are super damn loving and good lah. i jus dunnoe wad is going through mua mind nw lah. im soo fucking unsure of wad am i to do lah. well next week gt lots plans nid to mit dunnoe who who all. well im worried tat we will nt be together as im nt pretty. haiz super sedih lah. well okie yesterdae chatted wif paul omg hes gowri's bro wtf!! okie so he asked me if i oculd cme dwn at 2+ coz he was at mac near mua hse. hahaha i would be kicked out of the hse if i go sey. hahaha okie toked to a few guys yesterdae. slp at 3 but aft tat received lots of msg but neva bother to reply lah. hahaha. okies nurhidayah wani i nid to tell ya tiz well i read ure blog and i have to sae. its nt easy fer our parents to juz trust us juz lke tat. it will take tyme. they will dig out things frm here and there to find out wads going on in our lives. eventhou we are 16 they will treat us as if we are 6 so yeah bare wif it fer a few darls. give them tyme to adapt to wad we are doin. smetyme they are juz worried tat we might end up doing smetink stupid or wad thn end up losing our virginity lah. well their thinking is tat way. they juz dun wan us to go in the wrng hand and get spoiled lah. and oso they will find out everything they can about the guy and u will find it damn irritating lah. they are juz too over protective gal so yeah relak and chill lah. dun take things in the wrng way. they will understand u sooner or ltr. no worries i garantee u gal. if u nid me juz beep me or kol me yea. i'll be there fer u syg. ouh yeah maha i noe its been a hard tyme so yeah juz take things easy and go wif the flow gal. i can understand hw u feel lah. i oso smetymes feel lke doing tat lah. okey darl if u nid me u can kol me or juz msg me. i'll be there fer u no matter wad syg. but i noe if i am gonna do tat things are gonna get wrse fer me and mua family lah. and the wrse thing tat can happen is tat my dad might not be able to take it and okie im nt gonna sae anyting mre. but daddy i love euu soo much. eventou u nag soo much shout soo much i will still love u pa. so off fer nw. nid go change going fer interview at pastamania. bubyee world. lovelove
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