
i am feeling soo damn confused as in im nt known to the surrounding. i cant assure myself if u will last wif me nw after wad i have heard. i seriously hpe tat wad u said is true lah. i cant assure myself tat i will be happi wif u nw. isnt tat sad. i dunnoe wad i feel lke doing lah. well if u noe tat ure juz using me i bet u wun even last tat lng lah. u told me u changed. u told me u love me. and i realli hope all these are true. i dun wanna get busted again. i feel as tou i am a playdoll sey. i realli dun wanna be another guyz playdoll and u are nt my playtoy either. i juz wanna be love the way no one has even shown their love fer. i juz nid to be loved. ouh well. im nt sure bout anything right nw. still feeling so confused ): i juz nid sme tyme alone i guess. i nid to tink bout every single tink i an reflect on. after knowing mre bout u im scared. i dun nid to lie but im realli scared lah. okie i dun tink i have the mood to blog any further lah. he spoiled my mood. suppose to mit hym at11 but he is still asleep thn wawd siak. dun expect me to cme at 7 thn go hme at bout 11 all. my dad will skin me alive lah. im a veri controled gal coz im daddy's little gal. i dun tink i can mit u todae lah. so yeah juz fergt it thn. i have gt no mood to go any where nw. haiz fergt it. ouh yeah. had fun at granny's hse yeasterdae. cme bak at 1plus in the morning. wee(: haapi belated bdae attaly! plz tc of ureself and tata. wealwayz will love u all. much love. ouh yeah.. ashok i love u. and oopsy im addicted to the god damn song. shit man. it keeps running in my mine 24/7. im soo dead. haha. anw tc world. ouh nt fergetting check out the airshow pics at fb. smile alwayz (:
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